Life of Being a Cassiopeia…

I’ve been a Cassiopeia since last year… but became an official one just this February…

The time I liked TVXQ…

The time I came to know what happened…

The time I have read a Cassie’s letter to TVXQ…

I asked myself: “Am I ready to risk it and be a Cassiopeia?”

“Am I strong enough to face and go through what these Cassiopeias are going through?”

I know myself and I know that there’s this undeniable fact that I am such a crybaby :”(

And I know that being a Cassiopeia is one of the hardest things I’ll be joining than any other fandom…

I know that time… I said NO.

I didn’t know what I was doing and just realized it that midnight…

When my first tear for them dropped…

When the first time I said, “Always Keep The Faith.”

The time I realized I am indeed, a Cassiopeia, already…

The time I realized… I love all these five guys together with their imperfections…

The time I realized… I am laughing at their gags even though I couldn’t understand what they’re saying…

The time I realized… They’re the perfect group I’ve seen…

The time I realized… that unknowingly, my heart wishes for them to come back…

It is sad…

It is heartbreaking…

It is depressing…

This is the hardest part and the weakest point 0f being a Cassiopeia…

Just last month, I think… MegaUpload was taken down…

together with all the TVXQ videos and all other stuffs…

That’s why right now… I am downloading and saving all TVXQ stuffs that’s left in YouTube and other sites…

It is scary…

I am fearing that TVXQ will be just memories…

When there are Anti’s or JYJ/HoMin fans that are bashing TVXQ5…

Or saying we’re delusional and that the reunion we’re waiting for is impossible to happen…

We can defend ourselves in a proper way…

Sometimes, we just make a joke out of it…

But inside, it is painful…

There’s a little knock in our hearts saying: It hurts.

As for JYJ/HoMin fans or any other fandoms… I just can’t bash them…

I do not have the gut to say that they’re a disgrace to the group they’re rooting for.

because for me… giving an insult to them, is like giving an insult to the group they’re supporting…

Because SONEs are the best for SNSD… ELFs are the best for Super Junior…

VIPs are the best for BigBang…Β 

Just like how Cassiopeia is the best for TVXQ… :”)

Right now, I know… that I may be having these stressful things going on…

I still have the best consequences that my heart unknowingly decided, even before my mind claimed that I have already did…

And it is living and waiting with Cassiopeias all over the world…

I have made friends with many already, and proudly calls Cassiopeia, our family. ❀

It gives happiness…

I feel so blessed…

And only fellow Cassiopeias can understand what I am feeling right now…

A blockmate of mine asked me: “If ELFs are going to outnumber Cassiopeia, would you still continue to be one?”

For me, it’s not about the number… it’s about the love you have for the group…

it’s about even though you’ve heard so much negative stuffs about them yet you continue to love…

because it’s about accepting each members for who they are together with all their flaws and weaknesses…

If ELFs or even SONEs and all other fandoms are going to outnumber us… I don’t care…

Even if I’m the only Cassiopeia left, which is impossible, I would still proudly call myself a Cassiopeia… πŸ™‚

Because I was, I am and forever, will always be… ❀

TVXQ has touched my heart… and changed my life unknowingly…

They are a part of my life… intangible, I must say…

Life of Being a Cassiopeia?

Yes, it is one of the most stressful thing ever yet still the BEST thing that ever happened. ❀

And I will continue to believe…

continue to hope…

continue to love…

and continue to keep the faith…

because .. Once a Cassiopeia, ALWAYS a Cassiopeia. πŸ˜€

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7 thoughts on “Life of Being a Cassiopeia…

    • OMGSun, hello there fellow Cass!! ^^ And I love your name “cass don’t cry” LOL, ‘coz I’m a Cass who always cry.. XD
      BTW, I’m from the Philippines.. Nice meeting you, dear.. πŸ™‚

  1. hi! do not cry now when DBSK to come back to us, I will cry …. you do not cry! I will stand with you and how DBSK! you along with me and Cass all the world will wait for DBSK back! I love DBSK!

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  3. Once a Cassie, forever a Cassiopeia. Dont worry, Cassiopeia will nver b left alone in this world. We always hv each other, protecting our 5 men.

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