Cassiopeia’s Precious Day!

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Because in this same day, 7 years ago… our one and only Shim Changmin, our Voldemin, became a loving parent to us… Giving us one of the most important thing to a person.

A name.

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And here we are, bearing the most beautiful name we know, Cassiopeia.

In this name we took pride.
In this name we became one.
In this name our boys says thank you.
In this name our boys says I love you.

You are one of the most precious persons our boys have known.
Because in this name, we became a legend.
And in this same name, we will always stay together.

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Despite being in a fandom that is known as the strongest, a fandom that is known as the largest, there so many hardships around that only us can bear, only us know and only us feel.
Many people are bashing us left and right… what hurts the most is when the one doing it bears the same name.
So what if they call you delusional? Tell them, “Hell yeah, there are a million delusionals all over the world. Wanna join?”Β with your pretty smiling face, as a cherry on top! ❀

There is saying, “You can’t laugh at the same joke again and again, but why do you keep crying over the same thing again and again?”

I beg to differ.

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Why… even if it’s not funny, I keep on laughing at Junsu’s oyaji gags even if I’ve watched it a hundred times already?

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Why… do I still laugh everytime I watch DBSK dancing that dance for the grandmothers during Over The Mountain?

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Why… do I find it hilarious everytime I watch them fail on chopping logs?

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Why… do I still laugh at Changmin banging his head on the gong?

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Why… do I still laugh with the same Chunface again and again?

Why… do I laugh everytime?

I can laugh at any DBSK joke again and again and I don’t know why… but I’m sure there are a whole lot others having the same case as mine.
“But why do I keep crying over the same thing again and again?”

That’s right. Why?
Because I love them?
Because it hurts so much?
Because they’re not together?

or because I love them so much that it hurts to see them not together?

I’m telling you right now. It’s okay to cry. Release it all.
You can unleash the pure hearted Cassiopeia inside you right now.
Unleash the childish Cassiopeia who cries tears that have so much meaning.
Unleash the childish Cassiopeia who smiles at little things.
Unleash the childish Cassiopeia who laughs everytime their boys do.
Unleash the childish Cassiopeia within you that loves without limits…

So, to you who is hurting.
To you who is laughing.
To you who is smiling.
To you who is crying.
and to you… who is waiting.

remember that I’m always here too.
Beside you hurting.
Beside you laughing.
Beside you smiling.
Beside you crying.
And beside you… waiting.

And if you feel that no one understands you… remember me. Remember the name you bear. Remember Cassiopeia.
Because it doesn’t matter which language you spoke…
We can understand every bit of what you feel right now. We’re the ones who understand you best.

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Because we’re more than just a shining constellation in the Northern sky.
We are a part of each other. We’re always with you… inside your heart.

Lastly, I want you all to be happy. I want us to be happy… and accepting what happened is a part of it.
We’re not gonna let go and especially not gonna forget.
Because everything, every memory has became a part of who we are. Acceptance is what matters most.
Acceptance to me… is very hard. But I’m doing my best at it… and someday, I’m looking forward to seeing those old memories without getting all bitter about it.
So let’s cheer on our five boys along the way!

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Dong Bang Shin Ki, TVXQ, JYJ, down to Jaejoong, Yunho, Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin.

And to you… who is celebrating your very own birthday. Be proud… There is no one like us.
There is no one like us… Us who tries our hardest to understand and accept a situation we never really wanted to happen.
And that’s what makes us so precious.
Because out of so many…
We’re the ones who stayed.

Happy Birthday, fellow Cassie!

May we have another year filled with happiness as wide as Yoochun’s forehead, joy as big as Junsu’s butt, smiles as beautiful as Jaejoong’s, and love…
So much love that it can reciprocate Changmin’s love for his food.
And where’s leader-shi? Oh forget it. He’s still sleeping.

Happy Birthday once again, Cassiopeia~
7 years and still shining. Cheers!

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Always keep the faith. A word with five precious letters guided by the love of God. πŸ™‚

Dong Bang Shin Ki (196)

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It’ been a long time since I posted.

I missed you all~

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12 thoughts on “Cassiopeia’s Precious Day!

  1. So touching πŸ˜‰
    Cassie, promise that you’ll never delete this blog! Because I want to be abble to read it in 5, 10, 20, 50 years to remeber how a Cassiopeia can be amazing! How we can love our boys!

    Love U Cassie ^^

  2. Hi Cassie πŸ˜€
    All I can say is that I just love your writings, even tho I found your blog today and I have only read a few of your posts. It’s just so touching and I also have a lot same thoughts but I would never be able to write so beautifully as you do πŸ˜€ Your posts are so encouraging and it really gave me the feeling of being part of the Cassiopeia family πŸ˜€
    I was just thinking that can I e-mail you? (tho you said in the ‘about’ part that people can but I thought I should ask so that you don’t be like “oh who is this” :D).

    And let’s keep the faith Cassies!! ❀ πŸ™‚

    • Of course! πŸ˜€ But I guess it would be far from now, lol. I just became really busy since I entered medschool (Yay! XD) and I was out of the kpop scene for so long, all I do was look for news about the boys a few times in a month and listen/watch their old videos in my HD on vacations.

      And I never knew someone was still visiting my blog! XD You made my day! πŸ™‚

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