Life of Being a Cassiopeia…

I’ve been a Cassiopeia since last year… but became an official one just this February…

The time I liked TVXQ…

The time I came to know what happened…

The time I have read a Cassie’s letter to TVXQ…

I asked myself: “Am I ready to risk it and be a Cassiopeia?”

“Am I strong enough to face and go through what these Cassiopeias are going through?”

I know myself and I know that there’s this undeniable fact that I am such a crybaby :”(

And I know that being a Cassiopeia is one of the hardest things I’ll be joining than any other fandom…

I know that time… I said NO.

I didn’t know what I was doing and just realized it that midnight…

When my first tear for them dropped…

When the first time I said, “Always Keep The Faith.”

The time I realized I am indeed, a Cassiopeia, already…

The time I realized… I love all these five guys together with their imperfections…

The time I realized… I am laughing at their gags even though I couldn’t understand what they’re saying…

The time I realized… They’re the perfect group I’ve seen…

The time I realized… that unknowingly, my heart wishes for them to come back…

It is sad…

It is heartbreaking…

It is depressing…

This is the hardest part and the weakest point 0f being a Cassiopeia…

Just last month, I think… MegaUpload was taken down…

together with all the TVXQ videos and all other stuffs…

That’s why right now… I am downloading and saving all TVXQ stuffs that’s left in YouTube and other sites…

It is scary…

I am fearing that TVXQ will be just memories…

When there are Anti’s or JYJ/HoMin fans that are bashing TVXQ5…

Or saying we’re delusional and that the reunion we’re waiting for is impossible to happen…

We can defend ourselves in a proper way…

Sometimes, we just make a joke out of it…

But inside, it is painful…

There’s a little knock in our hearts saying: It hurts.

As for JYJ/HoMin fans or any other fandoms… I just can’t bash them…

I do not have the gut to say that they’re a disgrace to the group they’re rooting for.

because for me… giving an insult to them, is like giving an insult to the group they’re supporting…

Because SONEs are the best for SNSD… ELFs are the best for Super Junior…

VIPs are the best for BigBang… 

Just like how Cassiopeia is the best for TVXQ… :”)

Right now, I know… that I may be having these stressful things going on…

I still have the best consequences that my heart unknowingly decided, even before my mind claimed that I have already did…

And it is living and waiting with Cassiopeias all over the world…

I have made friends with many already, and proudly calls Cassiopeia, our family. ❤

It gives happiness…

I feel so blessed…

And only fellow Cassiopeias can understand what I am feeling right now…

A blockmate of mine asked me: “If ELFs are going to outnumber Cassiopeia, would you still continue to be one?”

For me, it’s not about the number… it’s about the love you have for the group…

it’s about even though you’ve heard so much negative stuffs about them yet you continue to love…

because it’s about accepting each members for who they are together with all their flaws and weaknesses…

If ELFs or even SONEs and all other fandoms are going to outnumber us… I don’t care…

Even if I’m the only Cassiopeia left, which is impossible, I would still proudly call myself a Cassiopeia… 🙂

Because I was, I am and forever, will always be… ❤

TVXQ has touched my heart… and changed my life unknowingly…

They are a part of my life… intangible, I must say…

Life of Being a Cassiopeia?

Yes, it is one of the most stressful thing ever yet still the BEST thing that ever happened. ❤

And I will continue to believe…

continue to hope…

continue to love…

and continue to keep the faith…

because .. Once a Cassiopeia, ALWAYS a Cassiopeia. 😀

[Late Post] Dearest Maknae’s Birthday

So scared right now…

Voldemin must be angry at me for posting my birthday message for him this late… O.o

Aigoo.. it’s still your birthday today in the US, Minnie!! ^^

February 18, 2012

It’s TVXQ’s baby Shim “Max” Changmin’s Day! ❤

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUU!!! ^^

*claps* claps*

Now, make a wish…

And blow your candle!! 

What?? You wanna eat the cake now!?

Err, not yet!  My birthday message comes first… So, you stay put and listen okay? 😀

I’ll just say a few words, I know you LOVE eating! XD

Your umma and appa has already celebrated their birthdays.. Now, here comes maknae’s day!!

Did you have fun yesterday?

A lot of Cassies have celebrated all over the world for your birthday… 🙂

I’m sure you had fun with Yun appa! Did umma and your two brothers visited you?

Ahh.. I forgot… Jae umma made a cake for you! Haha! *I wish*

I wish that you will have another great year ahead!

I hope that you’ll stay the same way as you are now…

The great Shim Changmin, Cassiopeia always knew ^^

Always smile!

Ignore Anti’s dear… We’re here to protect you. 🙂

Cassiopeia fighting!

Choikang Changmin fighting!!

We love you!

Saengil Chukha Hamnida!! 😀

Okay, my message ends there. XD

Aish… Arasso, arasso.. You can now eat your cake! Haha!

Phew, and that’s how Changmin’s birthday got the shortest message from me…

He keeps bugging me to eat the cake! >.<

Next time, I’ll prepare a long one… ‘kay?

Annyeong! 😀

*evil laugh* You birthday next year will have the longest birthday message for that year out of all TVXQ members 😀

-Cassieforever-

The Yoochun Incident, Who are we to Judge?

Apparently, a video from 2009 claiming TVXQ’s Yoochun slapping a fan was brought up again by some stans in connection with TVXQ’s Yunho’s “excuse me!” thing.

I am a new Cassie and so, this video is new to me.

The video shows Jaejoong’s back while Yoochun is ahead of a few steps from him. The camera’s quite shaky and because Yoochun is quite far, it really didn’t capture Yoochun’s face clear enough to say that it really is him.

At around 14 secs in the video, we can hear a slapping sound and some gasps from the fans.

The question? Who slapped who?

In the video, we can see a person “slapped” a fan and even “grabbed/patted” the other person’s hair, but it got cut off after that so we don’t know why, if Yoochun really slapped that fan, Jaejoong didn’t do anything?

But due to the camera’s poor quality and “Yoochun” being quite far from the camera, we couldn’t really identify or clearly see what really happened.

With the pictures and the video presented, I can say that the person in the black top really IS Yoochun. No doubt about that, Cassies.

Just a while ago, I saw another video, claiming that it really isn’t Yoochun’s intention to slap or hurt the fan. It says that Yoochun is discussing something with another person when a girl suddenly passed between the two of them the time Yoochun raised his hand to do a high-five with the person he’s talking to. And because he accidentally hit the fan, he immediately patted and brushed the fan’s head/hair.

Well, as a Cassiopeia, I know Yoochun. He and other TVXQ members as well, treasures fans so much. All five are grateful to their fans so hitting them is very unlikely for TVXQ members to do so.

On the other side of the story, stans are clearly pointing that Yoochun slapped the fan.

In my point of view, so what if Yoochun really hit the fan?

What if he really slapped her?

He has his own reasons for doing so. You, would you hit someone just because you feel like it? No, right?

Yoochun and the rest of TVXQ members aren’t “gods” like what their name Dong Bang Shin Ki implies…  They are still humans who commit mistakes. They are just like the rest of us, they can get impatient, they can get angry and they can get irritated, too.

They’re not robots and as a human, I know that they knew what is right and what is wrong and that they will never do such an act in public without reasons.

I am a Cassiopeia but I still tried to understand the two sides of the story, but because I know Yoochun better, you must know which side I am in. But if in case he really slapped the fan… so what? I know he did that with his own reasons but not in the intention of just wanting to hurt somebody. And even if it did happen, my love for him will never decrease.

I am a Cassiopeia and I love all five members together with their flaws and weaknesses, I’ve accepted everything about them, both positive and negative.

Last note… this video is from 2009 people!

Let’s get over it. 😀

Plus, we all know that haters ARE gonna hate with or without this video.

Claim and say what they want, let them believe what they want to believe because we, Cassies, have our own beliefs too… and that will never change, no matter what haters are gonna say. ^^

And just like what my title says, “Who are we to judge?”

We are not even in the situation! O.o Hahaha!

Anything else to discuss here? Haha! I’m gonna go back to my DB5K Marathon, ‘kay? 😀

Annyeong! ^^

Be Strong, Cassiopeia <3

Cassiopeia…

Intertwined with that word is the strongest, the biggest.

Whenever they watch TVXQ’s past TV show appearances…

They are laughing heartily with their boys… because for them, seeing TVXQ smile and laugh are one of the things where they couldn’t wish for more.

Whenever there are Antis bashing their TVXQ boys…

They put on their strong faces and defend their idols… because for them, their boys doesn’t deserve such insults and harsh words.

Whenever there are new people taking interest in TVXQ…

They will wear their big, pretty smiles, strongly welcoming you in the family… because for them, TVXQ deserved such recognition and that they feel proud when their boys get such praise.

Whenever there are fellow Cassiopeia who’s losing the faith…

They will always be there to give you a *bigCassiehug* and to strengthen your faith… because they are afraid of losing one family member.

But little did I know…

That behind these strong faces,

Behind these smiling faces,

Behind these laughing faces,

Behind these concerned faces…

There is pain.

There is longing.

There are words left unspoken… emotions left unexpressed… and tears left unshed.

That most of the times, just the mere thought of TVXQ makes them cry.

That most of the times, they are going on Emoshinki.

That most of the times, they just get strength from other Cassiopeia… because in any second, they could just crumble.

Trying their hardest to hold on, trying their hardest to believe, and trying their hardest to keep the faith.

I knew these things because I am now a Cassiopeia.

And I salute Cassiopeia all over the world.

I admit, I am not that strong.

I admit, that there are times when I thought I’d let go.

I admit, that there are times when I thought I’d forget about TVXQ.

I admit, that there are times that I got tired of waiting.

But because of you…

Because of Cassiopeia…

I learned to hold on even on the smallest strand of hope there ever is.

I learned to believe not what the eyes see… but to what the heart feels.

I learned to keep the faith no matter how rough the road ahead is.

Cassiopeia thought me that it’s okay to cry… because I after that I can smile…

Like as they say…

“Tears are not a sign of weakness… but a sign of pure heart”

Because like a child, we smile.

Because like a child, we laugh.

Because like a child, we believe.

And because like a child… we cry.

Now, wipe those tears and smile, Cassies.

Remember, we are strong.

Remember, you are a Cassiopeia.

And each tear that escapes from our precious eyes are of great significance…

Because it is not just any other tear.

It is a Cassiopeia’s tear.

Only fellow Cassies knew how meaningful it is…

And only fellow Cassies knew that even though we’re the most vulnerable family…

We’re still the strongest above all.

Thank you Cassiopeia.

You made me stronger.

*hugs*

[Late Post] Our Leader-shi’s Special Day

Another up with a late post… >.<

Hahaha! It’s still February 6 in America anyways… 🙂

So… do you know who’s the leader I’m talking about?

Awww, C’mon…

U-Know who he is 😉

It’s TVXQ’s leader Jung “U-Know” Yunho! 😀

First of all, I’m sorry dear for the late post in my blog…

And don’t be jealous because I made Jae’s birthday post just right on his birthday! xD

U-Know he’s my bias… Hahaha! 😀

Anyways, I helped trend #Happy27thYunho more than #Happy27thJaejoong…

(LOL, I was making my birthday message to Jae that time ^^)

Enough with the explanations… I’m sure our dear leader-shi will understand me. 🙂

On the serious side,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR YUNHO! 😀

You are indeed one of the most awesome leader I have known.

You are born to lead TVXQ.

You are born to be just the way you are now.

I hope that you will have a greater year ahead.

Stay strong, as always…

Take care of TVXQ and Cassiopeia’s baby Changmin (I know you always do. ^^)

You are very hardworking, you truly love what you are doing.. Please, do not change. 🙂

Remember the moment where you overworked yourself and fainted the moment the camera shuts down?

Remember when you fainted due to dehydration back in 2006?

Remember when an anti-fan poisoned you?

Remember that time where you bowed 18 continuous times even though you’re sick?

Remember that concert where you removed your cast for the sake of the performance and has given your all even though your hand is already swollen?

Remember all the times that you held back your tears to comfort the members?

These are few of the moments where you have shown your leadership.

We will never forget each of these.

Cassiopeia is so lucky to have you as a leader...

May you serve as a great role not just to other group leaders, but to everyone as well…

Keep smiling.

You are doing great. ^^

Cassiopeia will always be proud of you.

Happy Birthday!  😀

And you’re really great for treating Cassies at the restaurant yesterday.

Could you go over here and treat me too? *puppy eyes*

Hahaha! Naww, just kidding! 😀

U-Know, I know you’re tired… and you’re on your flight to Thailand with Changmin right now! O.o

I’ll just come over there and give you a hug. 😀

A hug to tell you that I’ll never, ever will forget you.

A hug to remind you that Cassies love you so much.

A hug to tell you that everything you do is appreciated.

A hug to tell you that you’re the best leader there ever is. ❤

It might not be sufficient enough to repay you for giving your all in stage,

for being TVXQ’s U-Know Yunho…

So, wait for me after I graduate and have become a doctor already!! ^^

I’ll come over and treat you with everything! Hahaha! xD

Wait for me, ‘kay?

That’s your birthday gift from me. 🙂

Saengil Chukha Hamnida leader-shi!

^^

#UKnowYUNHOtime

#Happy27thYunho

-CassieForever-

Even If 10 Years Pass…

*sniff*sniff* *wipes tears*

Hello guys!

I’ve been an Emoshinki last night… and here’s what I made..

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TVXQ…

Even if 10 years pass… I still want my TVXQ

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to hear Jaejoong saying “He(Yunho) has me here.”

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see Yoochun thanking Jaejoong wholeheartedly because he took care of him when he’s sick.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see Jaejoong pushing Junsu’s wheelchair, constantly taking care of him everytime.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see Changmin and Jaejoong slapping each other and constantly calling themselves SoulFighters.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see Yunho kissing Chun in his cheeks and smiling shyly after.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see Yunho being massaged by dolphin Susu in the back.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see our leader Yunho hugging and hushing our crying baby Changmin.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see Yoochun teasing Junsu on his pronunciation on “See you next week.”

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see Yoochun and Minnie clinging on each other while counting one, two, three.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to hear Changminnie saying that he worships Xiah.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see our maknae being touched everywhere by his hyungs when they are singing Hug.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see TVXQ having a pillow fight.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see TVXQ dancing in animal costumes.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see TVXQ as five together on stage.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to hear those five voices together.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see and hear united Cassiopeia all over the world chanting your name.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see the five of you introduce themselves as Dong Bang Shin Ki.

Even if 10 years pass… I still want to see TVXQ… together, smiling, laughing…

When 10, 20 or even 30 years pass… Time would come when…

The name TVXQ might fade…

The five of you will have their own families…

And you won’t be making music together under the name of TVXQ anymore…

But even if 10 years pass… 20 years… or even 30…

I would still wish for these kind of things…

Because I know…

even when 10 years pass…

I will still be proud with all five of you…

Even if 10 years pass… I will still be proud of my Changminnie… who always makes witty remarks and a high-pitched scream

You taught me to be carefree and to show who I am despite what everyone says, no matter how many people wants you out…

Even if 10 years pass… I will still be proud of my dolphin Junsu… who has the best voice and even the best duck butt only him has

You taught me how to be a happy pill, and to be faithful and loyal to my friends…

Even if 10 years pass… I will still be proud of my Yoochun… who always makes every expression hilarious called ChunFace that only him can do

You taught me that it’s okay to cry when you’re overwhelmed, in pain, or too thankful and how to smile warmly after…

Even if 10 years pass… I will still be proud of my Yunho… who is always there for the group, as a stronghold, as its foundation

You taught me how to be selfless, to be concerned about the people around me and to be a source of strength for them when rough times come…

Even if 10 years pass… I will still be proud of my Jaejoong… whom no matter how hurt or painful it was for him, he always carries a thankful heart and refuses Cassies to see him cry

You taught me how to overcome all struggles in life just to reach the dream and even taught me to cherish everyone in my life because they will not be there forever…

Even if 10 years pass… I will still be proud of TVXQ…

Who made me appreciate the word “Love” more

Who have inspired me in life

Who taught me how to look for the soul of music

Who have shown me the best that they could ever be

Who have given me a family

And even, took my life into a whole new dimension

A whole new me

And even if 10 years pass… I will never forget all of these :”>

Because…

Even if 10 years pass…They will still be my definition of living legends, Gods of Kpop…

Even if 10 years pass… They will still be the perfect group in my eyes, looks, talent and personality-wise…

Even if 10 years pass…They will still be the group who made me inspired by each of their stories…

And even if 10 years pass…They will still be the only group who made me keep the faith…

Even if 10 years pass… 20 years.. or even 30

You will never be forgotten

Your legacy will remain

Even if 10 years pass…You will still be the Dong Bang Shin Ki we love…

And even if 10 years pass… we will still be the Cassiopeia you always knew…

No matter what they say,

No matter how many new groups will debut,

No matter how many other groups surpass the history that you made,

No matter how many groups will become better than you,

I will still be a proud Cassiopeia even after 10 years…

Because you are already perfect in my eyes…

And that no one can replace you in my heart.

I am meant to become what I am now,

I am meant to love all five of you,

And I am meant to belong in Cassiopeia. ❤

We may have been on a very difficult situation right now…

But I know…

That even after 10 years…

TVXQ,

Yunho,

 Changmin,

 Jaejoong,

Yoochun,

Junsu

and Cassiopeia

will always love and will always be there for each other…

Even if the whole world turns their back against us…

Because with each other…

We’re still the happiest

We’re still the strongest

We’re still the BEST.

With these said, I will always carry a thankful heart while patiently waiting ‘til the five of you come back…

Even if 10 years pass… I will always keep the faith.

Even if 10 years pass… I will never forget how I became a Cassiopeia, how I feel whenever I see DBSK and the reason why I am still holding on.

Forever and Always

-iHEARTtvxq && iHEARTcassiopeia-

[Feb. 2, 12] Official Cassiopeia

February 2, 2012

10:35 AM

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I am now an OFFICIAL CASSIOPEIA!!! ^^

Hooray!!! 😀

Now, what to do?

What to do?

WHAT TO DO!?

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LET’S HAVE A PARTY, GUYS!!! 😀

Because I’m now an official family member of this…

THE FAMOUS RED OCEAN

Cassiopeia

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Let’s Always Keep The Faith! ❤

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I WILL ALWAYS BE PROUD…

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Woot! Woot!! Woot!!!

Time for party!!! 😀

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“Best Christmas gift I received?

It is you, Cassiopeia.”

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“Just like how real friends do it… You made me feel that I’M NOT ALONE…

And just like how family says it… YOU HAVE US HERE :’>”

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“Cassiopeia is the fandom that I would never ever leave…

Just like how TVXQ is the group that I would never, ever stop loving…”

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“Cassiopeia is the biggest fandom…

Oh scratch that, FAMILY, I mean…”

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“If TVXQ is where Junsu, Yoochun, Jaejoong, Changmin and Yunho belong…

It is in Cassiopeia where I belong, too…”

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Kim Jaejoong Saranghae!

Jung Yunho Saranghae!

Park Yoochun Saranghae!

Kim Junsu Saranghae!

Shim Changmin Saranghae!

Cassiopeia Saranghae!

Dong Bang Shin Ki Fighting!

Cassiopeia Fighting! ^^

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-CASSIOPEIAforever-

Wanna be an official family member too?

Follow these instructions on the link:

http://kpop5orever.blogspot.com/2011/05/info-tutorial-to-join-yuaerubi-fanclub.html